too quiet too quiet. for the past few months my monthly messages didnt even hit 100. I dont even have somebody to share my secrets with. It has been 2months since i last went out with shinyuu. She's forever busy with her boyfr didnt want to disturb her. Bel has hers, val has hers too. I need to keep my distance from val soon, dont want to be a hindrance/burden/obstacle to their relationship. Its a nice and sweet one praying they will last long, longer than mine. Need to get use to being alone soon, can't always rely on others. I'll be waiting and waiting and waiting for someone to find me.