If this turns out to be like the first time, I won't want you back anymore. Anyway for stuffs aside, things get pretty happier since i made up my mind. however i still can't sleep, i think i really have insomia or maybe it's just a habit.

P.S I wish you all the best in your new relationship. Sincerely. May you find a good soul partner for the rest of your life. You'll always have my blessing in whatever path you choose.