It has been a long time since i cried myself to sleep. Hasnt seen you for 5mths now, going to be the sixth soon. Wonder what's happening to me. I shouldn't be like this i should be stronger, but now i'm like a clump of rock dangling on a thread. I'm tired, so tired that i would want to sleep and not wake up at all. can i ? It didn't hurt for a month alrdy, but now it hurts so bad every time i stop doing something. Sand should die, Enoch should die, Suna should die. If they don't die i can't protect myself. I need to be strong, i have to, i need to and i must.