Thursday, January 31, 2013

Sometimes i feel like i'm an substitute for your lack of freedom.

僕の彼女になってくれる?
Can i fight for something i want ? Can i chase you this time ? I'll let you fall in love with me all over again.

僕の彼女になってくれる?
Can we go back to the past ? Where it was just me and you. Maybe we started in a wrong path, or continued in a wrong path but all that's matter is that we ended in a wrong path. I'll give up all my memories with you, just to have another chance of knowing you for the first time. Everyone may say i'm not fault, but i know that i caused you to make this decision. For you to ask for a break up of a 3 years relationship, i always wondered how much have i hurt you.


僕の彼女になってくれる?
Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving
I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved
I'm the man who can't be moved

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we meet
Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street

So I'm not moving
('Cause if one day you wake up, find that you're missing me)
I'm not moving
(And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be)
I'm not moving
(Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet)
I'm not moving
(Oh, you see me waiting for you on a corner of the street)

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move



僕の彼女になってくれる?
Knowing you're not at my side anymore. There's is no problems between us right ? We didn't quarrel much and such. Thinking back, it may be my fault too. My insensitivity, my laziness, my ignorance, my harshness, my hot-temper, my unromantic actions, my thoughtlessness,  me. Knowing that  my girlfr will stop loving me. The feeling of a million daggers stab right into my heart. I know i'm not perfect, full of flaws. I'm sorry for my flaws, for my incapablities, for my uselessness, for my attitude, for my behaviors  and for not loving you more than you did. You may not know from my actions, but to me you're everything. My dreams, my hopes, my wishes, my life, without you i won't know what to do with my life. I always thought that you'll be my soul partner for the rest of my life, living with you, spending the rest of my life showered by your love but all these are just an illusion covering the harsh reality. Crushed dreams, crushed hopes were all that's left after 18oct. I still love you, in these 3months i didnt even spend a minute awake not thinking about you. i really want you to come back, you can mistreat me anyway you want i dont mind. haha such a weak person i am.

Most importantly you stay happy. If you're happy, all the pains i felt, all the tears i cried would be worth it. All for your smile. I'll give up anything for a smile on your face.


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