I said you don't have worry about me.
I said i don't really care.
I said you dont have to consider my feelings.
I said i'm nothing, you are more important.

I told myself to be strong.
I told myself to smile.
I told myself to live.
I told myself to stop talking.
I told myself to listen.
I told myself if i'm good to others, may they will be good to me.

I thought i know what to do.
I thought i know a lot.
I thought i'm moving on.
I thought i've given up.
I thought i've lose hope.
I thought i can't be saved.

so much i, that its seems like i'm selfish.
I'm so selfish and greedy, am i allowed to ask for more.
Maybe not alot more, but just one?

I can't save myself, it like falling into a deeper and darker abyss.
so before i'm eaten inside out, can you pull me out and tell me everything
is fine?